hey to anyone that sent me a message about Mark: thank you so so much for your concern and words of kindness. They mean so much and helped me get through today.
I just want to let ya’ll know that I’m not mad at Mark. Yeah it’s super upsetting and tbh I cried but it’s just part of life. I really believe he’s a good person and yeah it’s a shame he led me on but it’s a lesson learned and I hope he and I can still be really close friends…since we’re still gonna run into each other at church lol. I wrote some poetry about him this morning that I might post later if anyone’s interested at all.
Today I could have put on sweats and slummed it (and felt bad about myself) but I chose to wear a dress instead and I got a ton of compliments which uplifted me (take notes guys you never know how much your compliments will mean to someone). I had a meeting with an honors college rep today which went well. Instead of being closed up I made sure to be as social as possible and try to be as happy as I could. I’m also trying to treat myself today because I’ve eaten a lot of junk but I’m not gonna beat myself up about it because it’s not worth my time.
I also got to leave school early for a dermatologist appointment (yay no problems!!). Then I went out to Starbucks with my youth minister and talked to her for an hour and had a great time too. And tonight I’m going to a Christmas sing a long at church
I hope ya’ll have had a great Thursday :). I’ll probably post some positives later tonight since I haven’t done that in a while.4 notes // reblog
so Mark broke it off with me tonight
I’m really sad. I don’t know what to do with myself.4 notes // reblog
finally finished and submitted my UGA app; that’s a load off my chest!
going to bible study and hanging out with Mark tonight
oh and today was my rest day yay :)1 note // reblog